Teringin...

Sesekali ku rasa teringin
Melewati hatimu yang dingin
Mendengar keluh resah
Semenjak kau kehilanganku...
Tiap kali ku cuba hampiri
Makin deras degup jantung ini
Diranjang kian sepi
Ku sendiri...
Sesungguhnya tewas menghadapi
Malah ku akui sepi menghantui
Paling tidak berilah peluang
Ku berterus terang..
Adakala ku rasa teringin
Bermesra denganmu bagai waktu dulu
Tapi bilakah semua ini
Akan jadi pasti bukan lagi mimpi
Kasihani diriku...
Ku wanita dengan airmata
Bukan untuk meminta simpati
Sekadar melepaskan
Rasa hati....

Cahaya Hati..

I Will Learn To Live Without You..

I won’t beg you for your time or attention…

the more you ignore me,

the more I will get used to it..

If you stop calling me or texting me,

I will stop waiting for you to reply..

I will stop checking my phone,

and instead start doing other things that interest me,

the things I always put aside to make way for you..

I will never come begging to you…

The more you will stay away from me,

the more you stop responding to my feelings,

the more I will simply get used to living without you,

and eventually will have move on completely will have adapted to life without you in it...

And if by chance you should come back looking for me then,

you won’t find me!
I will have learned to live without you...

Accepting the Good & Bad..

It is often said that every person you meet in life is sent to you to teach you something…
Everything in our lives is already pre-written..
Every person that comes into our lives is predestined to give us something 
and takes something from us in return…
Sometimes the only thing they have to give us is negative 
and the only thing that they take from us is our happiness… 
and sadly we can’t refuse this exchange as it is already fated to be this way..
Every relationship is about give and take, even the bad ones..
We will always give something of ourselves 
and take something from the other person in return…
Because at the heart of every relationship is an exchange; 
of thoughts, values, happiness, pain and tears… 
We cannot change or alter our fates… 
whatever has to happen will happen, 
in its own time and in its own way..
It is not for us to challenge God’s will.....
#neenagupta